Yo,I am here to share about how life was like before I am a christian.I was like others non-believer who hates go to the church.During that period of time I used to think,Why some church use force to invite people to church?Why my family hates christian?And even had a tought that all religon stuff are fake,people in the past used this to earn money,maybe all the prove and bible were wrote by man and its all fake,its just that we ain't know.But of course i was wrong.I used to think weird about Jesus and even gossip bad things infornt of the cross,I used to think that this world ain't no GOD! Just need to believe in yourself and you will be cool.Even there is,I used to have many question in my head about religon stuff,etc does GOD exist?Do prayer work?How to get to heaven after I am dead?Why people need to give offering?At that time i was still very young,i lived in a broken down world,infact everyone does.I sinned.I scold,smoke,steal,gamble,skip school,shout back at teachers,bully and even lied to my parents and shouted at them.sometimes I just don't know what I am doing.I was a lousy student in school untill my form teacher had no choice to appeal me for EM3,at that time I was lost,I asked myself "am I hopless?".Thank GOD that I was been very lucky to have an aunt who always bless me in everything I wanted,at that time she encouraged me to work even more harder cause the only chance for me to go for secN(A) is to get first in my pri6 PSLE.I did,I was first in my PSLE(EM3) in my school.I got to N(A) but that time i tought it was just luck,so when i got to my secondary school i contiune to behave like a monkey and never study,not even once! Untill I was in sec3,I failed badly and retained."The end of the world had came,a hopless man with no future and being look down by others was me".In fact i did't care much,I just let it be and I don't know what my life gonna be untill.....................

Someone bought me to church.At first i tought it's just a church,nothing much,the purpose of me was to go there was to make more new friends and see chio bu..muhahas! Guess what,i accepted christ in not even a month time.But sad thing is,at that time i accepted christ was just for the sake of my face-value.Hahas! i was never change once i accepted christ,I am still the old Derek,I still slack in my class and did't do well for my studies.During the 2nd year of my sec3,I failed my end of year exam again,I tought I gonna retain again,at that time I really step a step of faith and pray for miracle to happen.Hahas!Guess you wont believe this man,it did happen,my form teacher helped to pull up my marks up and I passed,I got to go sec4!!!Hahas!

From that day on,I started to grow more spiritually in church step by step from a baby christian to a prayer warrior!Amen?But people around like my family keep disagree me from going to church,but I gonna show them I proved that they were wrong.Redemption do exist,GOD do exist.And I dare to admit that I wasn't committed when I first joined but now I am.I am just like the others christian,I bring bible,have bible study,pray,speak in tounges,give offering.
I quit smoking,gambling and stealing.

But friends,its not like 1s or 1 night you will totally change,its take time if you are willing to change.Its not easy as its not easy for me.Slowly bit by bit you will success one day!
Till now 27/2/07 I was only about 5 mouths committed,I am already a big influence in my cell!

I will contiune to grow more.

I will never forget my birthday wish "get to know him more".


Special Thanks:

I had watch this movie,funny and reality...umm a nice movie...think u guy out there should go and watch...The main point of the movie is that they both had exchange soul during a car addcient and they began to know that they both had a different life and begn to treasure it...In the end they both got married! cool yeah..so government out there..pls know that the poor people is suffing and pls dun increase anymore payment..=)

Thing That I Had Change Through Out This Few Month